“If you let God be the head of your house hold and let your husband be next in line (meaning be a submissive wife) then even though things might not be perfect things will be a lot easier to deal with when problems arise ”

A friend on Facebook posted that. A submissive wife…I had to do some Googling on that. Harmonious, your husband will trust you more, no bitterness. LOL. K. I gotcha.

I don’t want a marriage like that. I like screaming and fighting, I like tantrums and slamming doors. Maybe that’s just me. I know for a fact that there’s no bitterness of resentment in this household and my grandmother was boss. Did bills, did all the leg work, and do you think her husband was submissive? Was she submissive? NO. Hell no. They screamed, fought, slammed doors, and a few days later they’d make up. I’ve always said I wanted a marriage like theirs. Because rest my grandmothers soul she loved my grandfather and my grandfather loved her.

//rant rant. Ignore this. I don’t want anyone’s replies because I’m ill. And I feel like being a bitch because I hurt and I’m tired and sleepy and my fucking back hurts. nalksjbflsakbv

He shall not be named…yeah, him. Well, I still haven’t replied to his message, BUT his wife/exwife? friended my friend (more like, got back on FB) and I see she still has his last name. And not just 1 kid, but 2!

Um, my brain is literally mush. I’m also kinda disappointed. ):

How can I message a guy I’m not sure is still married or not? Even though he messaged me first, still, I’m foreseeing WAY too much drama in my future if I pursue this. ): Damn.

hair cut!! Woo-hoo! My hair was all the way past my breasts and it had HUGE fuzzy spots in it that I couldn’t do nothing with. So, I got a short bob hair cut. Really, really cute!

I was worried because my hairdresser parted my hair from the middle and started pinning sections up. The middle of my hair is horrible. The right side of my hair is very, very, very thin. That’s why my part is on the left so my other hair can help cover up my pulling. Bless her heart she didn’t say anything. I know she saw how thin, I bet she thought I’ve begun balding. xDD Better than to know I pull.

So, yeah. I  miss my long hair, but this cut is so cute! ♥

I’m wearing my grandmothers sports bra…looks like mine, but I’ve been wondering why it felt so big on me. I looked down and then pulled and I realized 2 more sets of my boobs could fit in it. 

*face palm*

Yup, he hasn’t messaged me back. Oh well.

There are other kinky fish in the seaaaaa~~~

I still haven’t replied back to that person.

What the devil am I waiting on? 

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In other news, I hit my head on a nail outside. I freaked out, asked my mom to take a look and thanked my lucky stars that I don’t pull my hair in that area.

Didn’t break the skin, just a scrape. :) 

Doesn’t stop my imagination from thinking the worst.